Life has been rough.
My boy isnt okay.
Please pray for him
I’m debating on deleting my blog.
My son is my main priority in life.
I started this blog as a way to inform my family & friends of our dire situation. I wasnt sure what would happen to us. I still dont know. However, since starting the blog it has helped my friends, family, & strangers understand our severe autism lives. We have more support now than ever before. For that I’m grateful.
I used the blog to vent and as my therapy. I now have 2 dogs that are therapeutic to me & a boyfriend of 5 years! 😳💙 He is my rock.
I’m so busy with the new group home we started and trying to advocate for my son (& others) that I just dont have the time or the emotional stamina to keep blogging. It takes a lot out of me to Express in words how things are going & to convey it in a way for the “typical” population to understand. Autism has a world & language all of it’s own.
I guess I’m trying to figure out if I’m taking a leave of absence, a sabbatical, or if I’m retiring from the blog world.
In my neverending pursuit to happiness, I guess I just know I have to focus on life. I’m still fighting for the business to work out. Currently I’m “rabbit hole”ing” on the idea of Pans/Pandas, OCD treatments/therapies, titrating my son off of all of his meds, researching ECT therapy, and medicinal marijuana for autism and/or all of the above diagnoses.
We need the classification of marijuana changed. It’s a schedule 1 drug…the same class as HEROIN! 🤦♀️ until that changes, medicinal marijuana cannot be given in a group home setting. 🤬 So if you feel the need to get involved & help many people, I encourage you to do so!
I’m going to say goodbye, but I think as a happy medium, I’ll continue to blog but I wont make them public. That way I can write if I need/want to, but not necessarily post it. 🙂 I am such a genius problem solver…..😂
Peace love health & happiness to you.
Until next time…..or not.
I’m signing out
Mother to Preston an adult with severe nonverbal autism who needs me